☆５０ Shades of grey☆

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Hello my dearest lovelies ~♥ 

With weather being that nice to me, I'm reading a lot outside in the sun and about one special book I want to share my thoughts with you...

Probably all of you have already heard about this book and some may've read it, too. I just finished it after hours of moaning that it's likely the most boring porno ever written. lol

I'm not that into erotic books and buying this one was rather accidentally than purposly. However I was too proud to let me stop reading this due to its dull story.

read most of it on the train

What do I have to say about it? Hum, that's kind of difficult as there's not that much to say. Someone told me this story was meant to be a fanfiktion for Twilight - maybe that's why Christian Grey's described as out of the world beautiful lol The only thing missing was the "sparkle issue"!

I have to admit that I'm reading loads of fanfiktion and even some original stories by former fanfiktion writer and I've read maybe a thousand better written fanfiktion, not to mention other books! This story is so freaking tedious - even the uncountable sex scenes are deadly boring, the storyline won't go for an oscar, too and let alone the stupid characters...

It's like a sweet, little dream, dreamed of a 12-year old girl not knowing anything of this world - especially SM. Just look an tumblr what most people write about this book. Every sentence I've read yet was true.

I wasted hours of my life with this book but it was my own fault haha. 

Not recommending this at all.

Going to upload an entry about my recent days with a few outfits later ~♥

Take care & keep shinning cuties!

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☆Happiness is a choice☆

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Good Morning Lovelies ~♥

Well, as I promised I'll try to get back on track with my outfits! Yesterday I tried one with a skirt I  found in my closet. My aunt had bought it for me years ago when we were going to Hungary together but actually it never fit me because I had been too fat   we took the wrong size.
Surprisingly it's even a bit too loose now...

How did I survive without a full-length mirror? I can't imagine living without one these days lol

This hat saved my life while I was staying at Yaya's. I get sunburnd easily and I don't like sunshine but of course I didn't take a hat with me, so I had to buy a new one. I chosed this pretty white one ~♥

I love it (*_*) It's big, white and so comfortable. Not to mention it goes so well with summer outfits ~♥

Sorry for the chaos in the background, but I was right in the middle of packing. Will be leaving today again. Last chance to see Yaya before her flight to Tokyo ♥

Thanks for reading & take care Cuties ~♥

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☆Ace & Anli Pollicino Munich☆

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Welcome Lovelies ♥

I hope all of you're doing fine!

Two weeks ago Yaya, a friend of her Nana and me drove to Munich to see Ace & Anli Pollicino. We started the day chilled and slowly and it even got slower as we drove right into a huuuuuge traffic jam 50 km before Munich which accompanied us till we reached the city. (~.~) We weren't in a hurry but it was too damn hot in the car as the sun was shinning. Me don't like heat meeh (>_<)

Although we lost hours in the traffic jam we had some hours left to wait.
Actually I like chilling on front of the hall before concerts. Why? Because one's always meeting people. Could be that they're neither smart nor nice but at least interesting! Haha :P
This time I met some girls I got to  know two years ago in Munich at the Anli Pollicino concert back then, which was pretty funny as we haven't talked a while.

Someone I haven't seen for ages, too recognized me immediately. I felt kinda akward to be honest as I always imagine myself changing a lot. Seems like that's not true at all lol

Seems like I had some problems with smiling this day! xD

Waiting was relaxed this time but as they opened the door people went absolutely crazy. I have no idea what they were thinking as we all know, it's not going faster if you push all the people in front of you. At least some people know this.

Concert itself totally worth the trouble I had ♥
I already knew that Anli Pollicino were fun to watch, but Ace were really cool, too! (^_^)
Ace started the evening and while they were playing, we were standing on the right side, 2nd row in front of Rookie. (Because I wanted to see him so badly. NO REGRETS :D) such a cutie ~♥ He fell of the stage and suddenly he stood directly in front of us. I don't know who was more surprised lol
During the 80 minutes he didn't stop a single time smiling. Honestly, he was shinning like a little sun it was adorable. The only negative thing about standing that close to him was the fact that he wasn't really careful with this &/== violin. Didn't count how many times he hit us. lol
Anli Pollicino were sooooo much fun! As it was getting hotter and the people coming closer, we left the 2nd row after 4 songs. Due to some... hygienic aspects we hardly survived these 4 songs tbh. Showers are such a nice invention, don't you think?
Yaya and me bought something to drink as she was afraid of me fainting (at least that's what I'm thinking she thought lol) and stood at the back. Therefore I recognized that hardly anybody was standing still in the hall. All the people were dancing and partying  while Anli Pollicino were playing and that kinda impressed me because some people told me before the concert, they had came only for Ace.
I'm still in love with the feeling during this concert.
There are times I keep asking myself why I'm still attending concerts like this, where people are meand and bitchy sometimes but this concert showed me a reason ~♥

Both bands had a signing session afterwards and for that we waited. I don't know if that's true someone told me, that Ace were expected to sign merchandise only and Anli Pollicino the entrance ticket. Doesn't matter though. I bought a photo set from Ace and got a picture of Rookie from the other photoset lol Actually I've wanted to buy the black photoset because I like the theme more, but I asked something about another picture and therefore the lady gave it to me (^.^) Yey~♥

maybe one of the only signatures ones can read

Well... I've got a kinda basic problem in my entire life; I'm shy. And it's the worst when I'm expecting myself to speak japanese, so I didn't say anything at all except the normal blablah, although I actually planned to say something. But one of the girls working at the concert kept reminding us that we had to hurry etc. pp and she made me so nervous that I completely freaked out. lol No offending, but girl, I still hate you for this although I know you just did your job. lol

After the signing session we stayed a little longer in front of the concert hall because I didn't want to go home already. It's kinda hard to explain, but I was fucked up the whole day and I know, that Yaya really tried to cheer me up and it worked just fine during the concert, but as it ended I neeeded some time to come back to reality.

pink rockstar love forever and ever ♥♥♥

I'm really thankful that both of them went with me to Munich, as I know they only bought tickets because I've wanted to go there ~♥ And I'm glad that I didn't cancel everything because I felt like...shit. It was a great day and I really enjoyed myself!

Guardian Angel ~♥

I was able to smile later :3

No outfit pic this time because I forgot it, I'm sorry. Outfit wasn't special though, I wore the white shirt I bought some days ago and black shorts. Outfit above was the one I changed into because I was cold after the concert.

While writing this entry it came to my mind that I really have to put more effort in my styling again. lol I'm not used to a unstyled me and actually I don't want to!
That's it for now :3

Take Care & Keep Shinning Beautifuls ~♥

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☆I'm here to stay☆

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Hello Lovelies~♥

Long time not seen, hu?
To be honest I had been thinking about deleting this blog for quite a while. Some time ago I deleted my facebook and my twitter account, too due to personal reasons and I didn't want something connect me with some things so...I thought giving up blogging here could help me.
But this was never meant to be a personal blog and it never was so... deleting it would be kinda hypocritical as well as explaining everything so...

I'm here to stay~

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I had tons of plans for this summer as I wanted it to be super duper perfect and everything, but as we all know life gives a shit about plans. lol Untill two weeks ago I hadn't even felt like summer, it was cold and rainy but suddenly summer came (^_^)

I stayed a few days at Yaya's and went back to my parents where I haven't done anything useful yet. Most of the times I went without make-up and proper outfit because actually I didn't want to go anywhere except my bed.
Nevertheless I pledge improvement. lol

To end this random entry a not so beautiful picture of me. lol Next ones will be better I promise (^.~)

half styled me :o

Take Care Cuties and Keep Shinning~♥

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☆University Summer Party [pic.heavy]☆

Welcome Lovelies ♥

Some posts ago I wrote something about a summer party at our university and I'm finally motivated enough to write a bit about it~♥
This party's every year planned & performed by the new student council group and I don't know if I already told you but I was voted to participate, too. (^o^) Actually I'm pretty happy about it as I do love working with other people like this, organizing stuff and so on, but we had some difficulties recently and well... We still have to learn a lot!
But here we go with the party!~♥

Fortunately we had a lot of help from the old group and all in all it was a nice & funny day!
First of all we had to prepare the parking lot at our university with tables & benches to sit and the other stuff for the cook & tombola. It took us some time but we were ready in time. I have to admit that it was disordered sometime and even chaotic like hell but okay :'D We survived!

The old & the new student council's chairmen

Both our chairmen hold a short speech to start. (I had to censor A.'s face as I know he don't want to see pictures of him online although he hopefully don't know this blog. lol) They introduce the programme and everything.

The cook's place

The tombola [half of this stuff was stored in my flat x]

We had a little programme that started with a band, that was formed by students. I was kinda surprised how much I liked them, they also played some songs I like listening to. Unfortunately I don't have any pictures of them, although in real there were about 3 different bands (with kinda the same people lol) as I was filming. The friend of mine who took pictures hasn't sent them yet I'm sorry. Here you can guess what it looked like:

After the first bands a japanese dance group entered the stage and for this I'm really sorry; I don't even have a proper video because it wasn't personally me who was filming but a girl I asked for it. I was busy with other stuff and couldn't see it myself, too. Sad! They seemed to be pretty good. I talked to some of them later and they were really happy about their performance! And I think that's the most important ~♥

L.'s talking with the dancing group

 Next was a little game between students & lecturers that I didn't see, too. ( I didn't see anything, don't wonder) So I can't even say how it was, the only thing I knew is that our chinese economics teacher and a student won both. The prize was a so-called Piñata; that's a papier-mâché figure filled with sweets and you have to shatter it to get the sweets. I don't know where it actually comes from, but I guess from mexico? Or some spanish-speaking country, I really dunno.

cutes figure ever ♥

L. and me being sad because of I-don't-know-tbh lol

The last important act was the japanese band from one of our japanese teachers! I was able to see a little of their performance, but unfortunately not the whole as I had to do whatever. They're were really great!~♥ I do love japanese as a language for being this beautiful and it's even better when it's sung. She's got a great voice, too and I would love to listen to more of their songs. (*~*)

singer's my japanese teacher next semestre. xD

My friends and I took a short time-out and drunk some strawberry sparkling wine that I got as a present~ I knew before that I would survive only with a lot of alcohol but well...story went on a bit different fromt what I thought. Nevertheless I drunk too much alcohol and eat too less (nothing), the incredible hot weather did the rest to crash my body completely. oops.

Me & M. (don't kow why he looks like killing you immediately)

Yaya-Chama & me ~♥ we looked sooo tired because of the hot weather...

outfit pic

Okay, outfit pic sucks but I don't have any others of me as I took all the pictures this day. Not only for me but for a project at university, too. I hope I can realize it within the first week of the new semester. I wore my favourite skirt and a simple black shirt with a big belt :3

M.'s cutest cupcakes ♥ I didn't taste them as they weren't vegan but I'm sure they were delicious!

A lot of people told me afterwards, that they liked the party and everything was pretty fine but to be honest I couldn't say yes or no because I hardly saw anything from the programme or talked with new students as I was busy the whole day with all the things you have to do as organizer of such an event. I'm happy if it really was that good, but if not I can't change it, I gave my best ~♥
The time I could spend with my friends was fun as always!

And to end this entry a really really big ♥ME LOVES YOU ♥ to all of my friends who supported me through this day and were concerend about me in the evening. I'm sorry for making you worry ♥ You mean the world to me, you know?

That's it for now little cuties~

I hope you liked the little glance behind the scenes of my university life (^.~)

Take care & Keep Shinning! ~♥

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☆~♥☆

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Times are looking grim these days
Holding on to everything
It's hard to draw the line 

And I, I'm hiding in this empty space
Tortured by my memories
Of what I left behind

 Korn feat.Skrillex - Get Up

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☆Retail Therapy! ☆

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Hello Lovelies (^-^)/°

I decided to go a bit shopping this morning because I couldn't find the time the last days.
For next weekend I needed a outfit and because I had no idea what I want to wear I used this as an excuse for looking for some new stuff. lol As always ♥ This time I was kinda lucky as I directly found something!
Actually I was looking for a dress but... see what I bought:

looks really big, doesn't it? It's a XS/S though...

So in love ♥

kinda like it more from behind though lol

I already know what I'm going to wear with it (^_^) Surprisingly, I felt quite good as I came home, that happens rarely when I go shopping. lol I don't like spending money to be honest.

No High-Heels - only 9cm x)

Actually I was searching for white shoes that fit my white, fluffy skirt and I did find some today, nevertheless I bought these. Don't ask why no particular reason I think. They're quite comfy as far as I can tell by now. I hope I can wear them with the outfit running through my mind (^_^)

Change of subject;
I'm looking for a particular grey nailpolish since a few weeks but I'm not really successfull. Every time I think: 'Wow, that's it for sure!' but while having it on all my nails I'm like: "Naaa...not really'. That's frustrating!

330 Absolutely Chinchilly / two layers

First of all; I don't like Catrice Nailpolish. The quality just sucks (-.-) Due to that I own only two of them and I was disappointed by both. Greeeat. This one was a bit too brownish on my nails.

381 / one layer

Don't think anyone can moan about Kiko's quality, right? Quality's just great and the colors are really brilliant but this wasn't the shade I'm searching for, too. It's a bit too dark.
I will never ever find it (._.)"
Or I'm too demanding. lol

And now I have to pack because I wanna drive home again today. But actually I'm too lazy for a 3hours train drive...(^^)"

Take Care & Keep Shinning Beautifuls! 

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