☆*ﾟCrawling back to the blogger atmosphere☆*ﾟ

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Hello to everyone who has found back here!

Has been a long time, right? I'm really sorry for this delay, I actually planned to update here soon after I arrived in Japan but unfortunately blogger wouldn't let me log in, because I tried to log in from an unknown place. Blogger's trying to be funny! I just tried the very minute and it worked, I have no idea what's different now but probably my patience paid of, who knows. Unfortunately I do not know, if I'll be able to access later again, therefore I decided to post a quick update just to let you know, that I'm alive as well as desperately trying to update!

Cupcakes at my farewell party with my friends

 I do have another blog, that is probably more 'formal' than this one, with a lot of other information about my university, my studies and everything, which I want to keep out of this blog a bit. First of all, I'm not sure how interesting that is for my readers, second I thought it might be easier, to keep the more private stuff seperated from the other things. On that account there might be some more private entries here in the future, I hope you don't mind :)

If you're interested in my other blog, just tell me and I'll give you the adreess, don't be shy!

Being in Japan, being here at my university, going to class everyday, study all day long, meeting new or even the same people day by day is still so new, so strange for me, that I can't say, I have already settled down even a bit.
Before really being here, I wasn't sure any more, why I'm even studying japanese. Since I'm here I got this feeling, I felt for so many years, back, and I'm glad I truly can say; I love Japan again. I avoided even thinking about the Why? for a long time, because I was afraid, that the answer would be: "I don't know."

cute donut in Shibuya

Japan is huge, Japan is loud, it's fast, strange, dangerous - short, it's intimidating. But on the same time, it's awesome, nice & and friendly, open-minded, stylish and cheering.
Nonetheless I'm overwhelmed by everything here. I had so many problems the first weeks here in Akita that I can't even name all of them. It's getting better slowly but surely, nevertheless I do feel lonely here because I miss so much that gave me security. I need to learn to handle things completely on my own, without my friends in the background who helped me every time I needed them, and that's hard for me. - and probably the best thing I gotta learn here.

dancing girls in Kakunodate

I often do feel lost here,especially when I want to talk with a friend, and nobody's online, on the same time, I laugh a lot - the two sides of the same coin, like it's always in life, right?

This entry is just about my general feelings about being here at the moment. I'm sure they're going to change during my stay here, for example the loneliness and this 'being overwhelmed'-feeling.
Before coming to my university, I had stayed some days in Tokyo with my friends and I'm going to write about that later I guess, that's probably most interesting at the moment, right?
To start off with, I love Tokyo. I really do love this city and I hate at the same time. There are people, staying in Tokyo for four weeks, claiming after it, that they 'love Japan'. At bottom, that's not true at all, because Tokyo does not represent Japan, it would be kinda frightening, if entire Japan would be represented by this city. Probably others of you, who had already been there and to other places as well, do understand what I am talking about here.
There are people, staying in Tokyo for five days, being already annoyed and bored by it. (To all the people, crying now; I understand them partly.)
There are even people, being in Tokyo for one day and fleeing it again.
I think, Tokyo really polarizes, even within myself I'm never sure, wether I love it or hate it.

And that's the reason, why I always want to go there again.These schizophrenic thoughts can only be put to silence here ♥
I do not want to claim, that I've been to every single city in Japan and know everything about that country, actually my knowledge about it is pretty limited I think, but that's based on my experience, some people might think in a different way.

But I do think, that's a long entry to enter the blogger atmosphere again, right? I'll leave you with this, and hope to be back soon with other entries!
Please take care everyone ~♥

Is there anything special, you want me to write about in Japan? 

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☆ She lives in the clouds & talks to the birds ☆

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Good Evening Lovelies ♥

Did you have a great weekend? (^_^)


Anyone who recognised the title? It's taken from >Not like the other girls< a song by TheRasmus becauuuuuuuuse....

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Last monday I went to Munich to attend the TheRasmus concert. I have to confess that I still l♥ve them, although I was really shocked as my friend told me, 'In the shadows' was released in 2003.... (O_O) I meand, that's nearly 10 years ago!
And all these years I had been waiting patiently to be able to go to a concert one day. I could be a really patient Bambi, haven't thought that about me have you? (^.~)

Outfit

You just can't even think how much I tracked attention with this pink blouse. Everyone just wore...black. Black over black over black and they were looking at me like... I don't know a freaking cockroach (O.ô)" Ähm, sorry girls - I'm not that into black?
Stupid people are stupid.

sunglasses are a bit too light xD

I left from my parent's, slept at my friend's and took the first train back to my own apartment at tuesday morning so I had huuuuuge luggage. But fortunately my friends dad fetched me and we drove together to Munich (^.^)

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Panda meets innocent bambi-eyes.... xD

We had  to wait about an hour before we could enter the club and took a few pictures because K. already asked me if I wrote an entry about the concert when we were driving to Munich. Of course I do cutie ♥

RARE PICTURE with glasses xD FOREVER RETARDED

I would have never expected the hall to be that crowded in the end (O.ô) There were a lot of different kind of people (although me was the only pink one untill the end) and a lot 'older' ones like us. Haha, that's not that rare at concerts these days to be honest.

Concert itself was great ♥
Waiting all the years was totally worth it (*-*)
Due to lucky circumstances we were able to enter the first row and had perfect visibillity. It was just perfect for taking photos, too fortunately, although I couldn't catch a proper picture of the drummer. We were standing much too left for that.
Nothing to say about the band playing first, because I just didn't like their music, although they seemed to be nice guys. Nevertheless I sat down while they were playing (greetings from Japan....)

No idea what was going on with him; he smiled at me as the concert began but afterwards he looked like DarthVader (oo)"""

Lauri is the most fashionable guy on earth! Anyone who doesn't share my opinion...?
Na, I just don't know what could have came over him to wear such an outfit. lol  But he was freaking cuteeeeeeeeee, smiling like a child with chubby cheaks ♥ I do love his voice. Yes. I don't care if the set the right tone or not. He made my heart beat faster - deep inside I'm still such a fangirly it's unbelievable haha (^.^)

Same thing that came over Lauri for the shoes and the trousers, came over him for these even more horrible trousers. You can't see it properly but I was laughing sooo hard. And of course; his 'tape surgery' his new nipples.
These guys are just...fucked up in mind. lol
BUT SO MUCH FUN TO WATCH ♥

I tried and tried and tried.... I couldn't take a proper picture but I could watch him from time to time and it was so nice to see how much fun he had. We too Aki ♥

So much love for this backround! It was so cute, although I didn't get the connection between it and the song... but who cares.

They also played some songs acoustic and it was so beautiful (*.*) I filmed 'Sail away' and it's just ... so perfect. Furthermore I heard 'F-F-Falling' live which I hadn't expected to do ever because it's such an old song but... they played a lot of old stuff. Good for me as I just still love the older songs a bit more than the newer ones ♥
I was kinda surprised that I could sing along with nearly every song they presented this evening. Haha, my brain is such a genius, but unfortunately just with such unimportant things.
All in all they played about 2 hours I think.

Bandshirt♥

Bought his bandshirt and a bag after the concert. I thought a bit variety wouldn't be the badest for my warderobe and decided against the black shirt and chosed the white tank top. So in love ♥ Okay, it's a bit long (actually longer than my hotpants wtf) but nevertheless I love it.

That's it for now. Enough fangirlyspam for today!
Actually I should make a speech tomorrow in my japanese class but I totally forgot about it and now I don't have any voice. Oooops.

Keep your head up high & take care cuties ♥

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