☆forever let out the frustration☆

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Good Evening Lovelies ♥

Earlier this evening I tried to upload a little video of my mouse but it seems that it was too big. Or blogger was just bitchin' me ♥
Went to dm after the appointment and bought the basic stuff I need here.

It's some time ago, that I went to dm the last time and some things have changed I recognized today.

I had never seen the vegan flower on stuff like....brushes but it seems like dm changed the declaration of its products what I really appreciate! Merci beaucoup dm ♥
I do know that all the products I use in my daily life are vegan - I checked them via various internet forums where people publish their mails asking wether certain products are vegan or not -> product inquiry. Incredible for a lot of people is that all the stuff I'm putting onto my face is really vegan (^.~) It is.

The eyeshadow I bought today. Please don't ask me why I chosed this color.... maybe I should have taken... the green one or the blue one ( I already own the pink one) but now, I chosed brown. Well ,really not my day today.

Out of frustration I tried it right today. I think most of you know the basics of using eyeshadow and due to that you can imagine that the numbers are telling the order. It's MY personal order to use them, but I know from a lot of tutorials that some people taking another one.

Felt like the first time for ages that I wore lashes ♥ Since I got my new glasses I can't wear them any more but for today it was okay - I went without glasses.

Sorry for the 'eye make-up spam' recently but that's kind of the only thing I can write because I just can't snatch up for taking some pictures or at least work on my review for >>Tokyo Hostess<<. I'm sorry maybe my motivation comes  back to me tomorrow ♥

Sleep well Cuties ♥

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☆Rewards☆

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Good Morning Lovelies ♥

Actually I'm not really a long sleeper but at the moment it's too early for me (.-.) Go away with this stupid "The early bird gets the worm" - I hate worms!
In about an hour I have an appointment for my new job starting next week and all my motivation concerning work is gone somehwere I don't know. It's nothing special just a lil job to earn some money as I have some plans to realize this year ♥

Hopefully I have to write something nice after returning home later.

Before leaving Ludwigshafen I went to Heidelberg with Chris because there's no Starbucks where I'm living. Incredible, isn't it? (;__;) Well, as we had finished our exams I bought my reward for... surviving them? lol

On that account we went to Douglas ♥ Actually I'm a bit afraid of this shop because... I do love perfume but everytime I walk into one of the shops it's like the shop assistants thinking about me as a thief or something like that. lol I'm feeling really uncomfortable there.
Even if I buy something! xD

I bought this one ♥
It's freaking adorable, I love it! As I was learning this was kind of my motivation because I said I would buy one of the Anna Sui perfumes when I've finished and it turned out to be this one as I love it the most (^_^)
Anna Sui - Secret Wish
I tried to take a picture of the flacon itselfs because there's a cute fairy on it, but I didn't succeed.

We stopped at the local Asian supermarket, too because I had to buy this. One is for me ( the green one) and the purple one is for my beloved as she's writing her exams in a few days ♥ I don't know if she likes them but they're purple, I think that's enough (^^)
The green ones aren't that tasty (._.)" Actually I like green tea flavour but that's a lil bit too much - something nearly every japanese sweet is TOO MUCH from anything. I like most of them though (^_^)"

But now I have to hurry and put on some make-up - Don't want to scare my future employer.

Take care cuties ♥

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☆Jar of Hearts☆

☆Queen of the Night☆

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Good Morning Lovelies ♥

Finally all my exams are over °(^o^)° On wednesday I finished everything with the business law one and yesterday I got the results for math & statistics - I don't know how but I managed to get a 4.0 that means I don't have to repeat it (^.~)

Of course I spend the last days with partying hard. lol And I have to ask for forgiveness as I actually said I could post some pictures of my flat. Due to party a lil bit too hard I couldn't finish it before I left for my parent's, I'm sorry (._.)
However I'm planning to visit IKEA before I'm leaving for Ludwigshafen again and I'm pretty sure that I change some things after (^-^)

Since I got this shirt I've wanted to post it! ♥ Freakin adorable.

It's one of the bandshirts of >Lovex< and >Queen of the Night< is written on it (^_^) I've seen the shirt before I went to the concert and I so hoped to be able to buy it. Sometimes you're really lucky in life, aren't you?
I have to admit, that I own dozens of bandshirts but rarely wear them. (.//.)" Actually I could sell them or something but there are so many memories connected with them... even if I don't like the bands any more and don't wear them.
Bandshirts are really unwearable most of the time imho if you're a girl and quite small.

 

This time I chosed some blue shades also they're not really fitting my eyecolor but that's quite difficult as my eyecolor's changing. Most of the time it's like; right the moment I chosed a color fitting to the eyecolor, it changes. lol

Not that much its just a change between grey, a really light blue or green but it's enough to confuse me with the the decision of the eyeshadow colors. (^^)

I have to go shopping on monday first of all because I've left all my cosmetic products in Lu. Please don't ask me why, seems like I've been drunk since wednesday... otherwise I can't explain why I forgot my hair straightener, too. And all the keys I need here, some things for my mouse, etc.
I just thought of all the useless things... (-.-) stupid me.
But well (^_^) It's not that bad to go shopping. lol

Please take care and have a nice sunday! ♥

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☆nails☆

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Good Morning Lovelies ♥

I hope all of you are sleeping well - at least the ones living in Germany like me. It is half past one in the morning I slept about three hours last night but I'm not sleepy at all - damn you insomnia (.-.) I learned last night, this night.. because I have nothing else to do. I feel guilty if I don't do something useful. lol

As I showed you an outfit and make-up in my last post,  this one is about my nails. I varnish my nails regularly since I'm 10 - I started with black and as I can remember it was horrible. (^o^) I really like doing my nails and trying new colors, new styles and new methods but I can't say that my level's improving. It depends on my mood I think.

Hadn't had any clue what I wanted to put on the nails and this was the result. lol Could have been ways better if I had thought about it properly (^^)"
Nevetheless here you can see how the nailpolish from Kiko I bought last week turned out. Actually I was telling you I bought it because I wanted to have a 'casual' one, but this one isn't casual at all. The first time I applied it, it looke as cheap as one of these nailpolishes you got from littel girl magazines. I was really really disappointed. But in combination with the black and the little silver stones it's... okay I think but this won't be a favourite of mine.

That's how I did them earlier this day. It turned out better as I thought it would (^_^) Ju-Chan suggested me the colors as I was clueless -again.

I plan to do got the mall on friday maybe to buy new blinblings for my nails ♥ And maybe a new shade of nailpolish as I have to go to Kiko due to buy lashes. Seems like a good plan! (^.^)

I try to sleep now too cuties.

Take Care & Goodbye ♥

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☆girly stuff [Outfit & Make-Up]☆

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Hello Lovelies ♥

I felt like dolling up a bit this morning! (=^_^=) As I cut my bangs today I finally felt comfortable enough to upload a picture. I've never cut my frings so much shorter but it went surprisingly good. lol

 It is kind of my favourite outfite these days ♥ I love the material of this blouse as it's cool and silky (I'm sure everyone recognized that I bought it at H&M don't you? (^^)) and of course this pattern is freaking adorable! The trousers are my newest haul and although they're from the business section they're sooooo comfy ♥

I lost the fight with my hair if you're wondering about this one messy curl sticking out so cheeky. Seems like I have to practise a lot with my hair as I'm not used to this messy length - but I want to wait untill they're at least 10 cm longer before I cut them again to my beloved short hair again ♥
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Although I've planned to try new colors for my eye make-up I'm always staying with these shades I don't know why... Next time I'm trying blue, I promise (>_<)!

I'm rushing to my studies! Have a nice day & take care! ♥

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☆music tip☆

 The Tower - by Vienna Teng

The one who survives by making the lives
Of others worthwhile
She's coming apart
Right before my eyes
The one who depends on the services she renders
To those who come knocking
She's seeing too clearly what she can't be
What understanding defies

She says I need not to need
Or else a love with intuition
Someone who reaches out to my weakness
And won't let go
I need not to need
I've always been the tower
But now I feel like I'm the flower trying to bloom in snow

She turns up the light
Anticipating night falling tenderly around her
Watches the dusk
The words won't come
She carries the act so convincingly
The fact is sometimes she believes it
She can be happy with the way things are
Be happy with the things she's done

And yet I need not to need
Or else a love with intuition
Someone who reaches out to my weakness
And won't let go
I need not to need
I've always been the tower
But now I feel like I'm the flower trying to bloom in snow

Reach out, hold back
Where is safety
Reach out and hold back
Where is the one who can change me
Where is the one
The one

Reach out, hold back
Where is safety
Reach out and hold back
Where is the one who can save me
Where is the one
The one

I need not to need
Or else a love with intuition
Someone who reaches out to my weakness
And won't let go
I need not to need
I've always been the tower
But now I feel like I'm the flower trying to bloom in snow

I feel like I'm the flower trying to bloom in snow
The danger and the power
The friend and the foe