Tuesday, 26 June 2012

☆Don't worry, everything is gonna be amazing☆

Good Evening Lovelies ♥

How are you doing? (^_^) I hope those of you who're writing exams these days are doing fine!! Good Luck to you!

I will be busy for a few weeks more due to students council stuff but first I will be done with my exams friday next week. Three more to go from today, gonna give my best of course.
Please ignore the stuff in the background (>_<) It's for our summer party on saturday
Haha, you must to think this blouse's the only thing I own lately! Well of course that's not true but I'm kinda uninspired these days and my first motivation are my exams of course so....this is one of the easier things to combine I think.
okay this look is creepy (O_o)
Make-Up from .... I don't know when. Didn't like the lashes but love the lipstick! Unfortunately it doesn't go that well with pink. lol I own a really lovely pink shade but I'm still looking for a lipliner...lipstick without lipliner is not my cup of tea tbh.
Next time probably no real outfitposts as ... I gained so much weight that I don't want to look in the mirrow. That's pretty annoying but I can't change it at the moment. It's because my lack of sleep - I used to sleep 8 hours a night but recently it's only about 4 if I'm lucky.
So that's the proof: Girls sleep enough! Your body needs it!

I'll leave you with a picture of my new friend! Isn't it just soooo cute? ♥ It was love at first sight! (bought it at Bijoux Brigitte yesterday and it brought me good luck for my 3 exams today! Later a friend told me that this is called 'Lucky Charm' or something like that and it's meant to bring happiness :33 Haha didn't know that but for me it was true ♥ I'm still searching for a name though. Any suggestions?)
Take care & keep shinning sweethearts ♥

Tuesday, 19 June 2012


Good Evening Lovelies ♥

Nothing to say today. 

not as perfect as I wanted it to be. I have to try again.

Keep Shinning cuties ♥

Friday, 15 June 2012

☆ScReW the FaKeS [pic heavy]☆

Good Evening Lovelies ♥

(I'm not really used to blogging any more, I'm sorry ....)

There's not that much to talk about these days to be honest, as I just finished two of 8 exams this semester, so I'm quite busy with only studying. Not that interested, hu?
Nonetheless I went to ScReW-concert in cologne on sunday  because I wrote my two japanese exams the day after and I was freaking panicking already weeks before that although I learned this stuff as far back as 4 years. I thought I could be a nice distraction and it totally was ♥

While I was getting ready in the morning, Yaya called me and told me that our driver spontaneously decided to stay at home so that we have to drive on our own to Cologne and back. As we actually had planned to sleep on the way back home, we were slightly panicky but well... we couldn't cancel everything as we had to fetch two of my friends on the way. So I drove the three hours to Cologne were we arrived at whatever-it-was- o'clock.
I was in a hurry (>_<)
Outfit (and I'm not that fat, that's this bullshit shirt (=_=))

So in love with this skirt ♥
not so special nails~
I wasn't even in front of the club as our last friend already found me. lol She shouted something like: "Oh my gosh it's Bambi!" And the girls around here looked at me like they expected me to 'WOOOF' and transform to a deer or something like that.
wasn't that fotogenic that day
excitement ³ - not rly hu? xD
( I look surprisingly older than her what I actually am, but most of the time I look a few years younger. lol maybe because of the glasses I have to wear more often) We left Yaya at the club with some of ther friends, went to BurgerKing and chilled in front of the club.
Fanclub enters the club :3 // w/ beautiful Yaya ♥
As we returned I saw other people I know, chattered a bit and stuff you're doing right before a concert. Really really chilled to be honest. The girls we met were really nice and so sweet ♥  Unfortunately I was so busy with writing a letter and repeating Kanji (incorrigible me) that I totally forgot to take pictures of us all (;^;') I'm so so so so sorry but that's the only one I have:
half of the group ♥
Due to a fanclub-event taking place before the concert, about 70 people were allowed to enter the club first, taking pictures with the band, shaking hands, etc. so that slowly but surely the excitement raised. Our new friends had to leave us and we waited about an hour more untill we could enter, too but to be honest I would have prefered it to stay outside in the sun. lol
It was so freaking hot inside, I thought I could be melting immediately but fortunately I didn't.

 The concert itself was. Well... If any medium in my opinion (hate me for it fangirlies!) I can't explain why, the setlist was better than I expected it to be, the vocal was a lot  better than I had thought he would be and as the concert was completely sold out, there were so many people for the feeling. Nevertheless it was hard for me to 'feel' the concert if you know what I mean. The  band itself gave its best I'm sure but nonetheless the audience wasn't electrified in my opinion. I was standing quite far in the back and I saw that  a lot of people didn't do anything so...maybe because of that. You have to add though, that it was so hot inside, that it was quite hard to move. 
I just have to add that they opened the concert with 'Death Door' and I never ever thought that they would present it. The more I was happyyyyyyy! ♥♥♥ 
And I still don't know why nobody understood as the singer shouted 'Jump Jump'. I mean, I am bad at hearing what the guys are saying on stage, no matter if they're talking japanese, german, english or whatever language I've learned so far, but that was something I could understand clearly. The others didn't obviously.

The badest thing this evening was definately the encore. Right the moment the singer said 'Lasto' I left the club to go to the toilet because I suddenly felt so weak and insecure of my own body. I cooled my hands and thought it would be better after it, but as I left the toilet and the merchandise room and reached the top of these breakneck stairs (for all the people ever been to the 'Werkstatt' in cologne, you surely know what I mean), I fainted. Fortunately Yaya followed me a few minutes later and saw me right in the moment I was falling and caught me. One of the securities brought me outside and helped me to a lounger. Everywhere were girls standing who were brought outside because they fainted inside, it was kinda horrible to see. 
The paramedic told me time after time to breathe normal and slowly and I just didn't get what he wanted from me. lol I was kinda relieved that I was awake and could see the sky and then he suddenly asked me: 'When did you eat something the last time?' and my damn best answer was: 'Eat....?' I had no idea about the answer and I hadn't eaten something the whole day so it didn't matter anything but nevertheless he looked at me with this: 'You're 20-something and you're going to a concert without eating anything you're soo so stupid' I did feel stupid believe me.
But I felt better as he told me, that I didn't really fainted I hyperventilated. 
Because I thought I would fainting and panicked because I thought about the way back home and that I had to drive and the exam, etc. pp. So... well. That's me welcome to my life. lol

After maybe 15minutes we went inside again but sat in the merchandise room because I could hardly walk, I was still shivering and shaking and my circulatory broke down completely. Well, suddenly all the people were coming downstairs where we were waiting because they said, that the band was selling merchandise now. 
I just so didn't care. lol
(If you didn't recognized yet, I'm not a fan of this band. Never been, never will lol) 
We were sitting left to the stairs and I didn't even recognized the band as they were walking by. The only one I've wanted to see was one of the guitarists, and both weren't there first. They followed some minutes later and as Yaya was in front of them, I shouted 'Yaya-Chama' which gave me the best 'WTF-' glare from Kazuki forever. LOL
Well the sold stuff, I bought a shirt and shaked hands with the bassist -who I dislike the most (yey me)-  because he didn't let me go without. He even refused for kinda ages to release my hand because of whatever. But I have to admit that he's got great taste in perfume! The whole car smelled like bulgary black because... I think he bathed in it tbh :3 And as we were quite close some time  I smelled like it, too.
Not really my own perfume but it was okay. lol

As the both guitarists wanted to go upstairs again, one of them tried to take a picture of us and while both of my friends next to me were that happy, I turned my head. xD Because of that he didn't take one, I'm sorry for you both girls but I just don't want to hang on kinda 'Look at whom I fucked with'-wall. Sorry Kazuki, too. I know some people gave you a hard time in cologne. LOL

We left the club, met some people again to say goodbye and then we drove to the trainstation first, because my friend had to catch her train, and went back because Yaya had some business to do.So we could wave the band goodbye as they were leaving and finally finally finally go home. 
This girl and her duckface. lol ( I look tired don't I?)
I really liked her accessories ♥

 Thanks to lovely lovely Katja who savely drove us back home because Yaya and me were just to weak to drive. 
Yes, I don't like this band that much (althought I have to say, that they're really nice and kind of shy of stage. Personal no problem with them, but as gf already said: they're gonna be indie forever (^^)")  and the concert wasn't as great as I thought it would be, but all in all I had a great time with even greater people. Thank you so much girls ♥
Katja & Brook slept at my place, took a taxi at something about 5 a.m. and went back home by train whereas Yaya and me had to write our japanese exame at 10 a.m.  Wasn't as good as I've wanted it to be but I didn't fail completely. 
I just... mixed up my sentences in the oral exam but that's pretty okay I think as I dislike speaking japanese in public. I am able to speak it in Japan, but I lose all my oral japanese on the flight back to Germany. lol

This entry took me hours but I finnished it (^_^)
Have a nice time, girls and keep shinning ♥

Sunday, 3 June 2012

☆Journey to joy☆

Good Morning Lovelies ♥

Yesterday I told you that we were planning to drive to Dusseldorf for 'Japan Day' and we had soo much fun. Although we never arrived there.

But everything in sequence.
I woke up at 5.20 am totally awake and fit so I decided to stand up and tidy up my flat a bit, squander my time a bit and suddenly realizing that I have to hurry. Took a shower and hurried with my make - which succeded surprisingly well for the short amount of time I put in - and ran to Yaya's where we had a short breakfast and Nana did my hair.

Then the guys fetched us and we started our journey ♥
with Yaya ♥
We were driving about an hour and a half as the cooling water in our car seems to cook ! So we left the motorway and went to a gas station to take a break but as we copped out we already heard a kinda strange noise coming from the bonnet and it dawned on us that our journey maybe came to an end.
And it was the end.

taking a break
We searched for a near garage and drove there in the hope, someone could help us immediately.
searching for help xD
But of course, that's how life goes; the cooling water pump was broken and something else didn't work properly so we had to leave the car at ATU and they promised to call us if they know more about how to get the spares.
Subway Connection
nomnom ♥
While we were waiting for news from the mechanic we went to Subways to squander some more time and bought ice cream because Yaya and me insisted on having fun though. lol And it was funny. If you ever have an accident or something like that I hope for you that there are people with you who are as funny as my friends are. Otherwise I would have gone crazy in this shitty industrial park honestly....
would be a good advertisment wouldn't it?
We were lucky to strand in a big industrial park where many shops are so it wasn't that boring. We waited at this bus stop as we could sit there and all the cars passing by _stared_ at us like we murdered someone! Maybe normally there aren't any people waiting there or whatever, but I felt like an animal at a zoo or something like that.
People, what's wrong with sitting a bus stop?
window shopping lol
We waited about two hours and a half untill we were fetched and drove home again. Of course I was sad that we couldn't drove to Dusseldorf but the others were even more depressed, because they tried to make my day and then this happened.
As the day turned out that bad we made plans to go out in the evening and went for some sushi at a local All-You-Can-Eat bar. I just shouldn't go to such a bar I'm always over eating myself so so so much that I could hardly walk. lol
But it was so delicious ♥

rocket salad sushi = best shit ever ♥♥♥♥
well... I was tired :P
Do you know this feeling when you laughing so hard that you couldn't breathe any more? I got this nearly the whole evening and now my muscles are sore because of that. lol

All in all I had so much fun! Love these guys so much ♥

And last but not least x) The promised outfit although you may not see the skirt really well. In real it's so more ... fluffy! And of course I'm not that small in real!
I don't like my laughing face...
I hope you had a wonderful weekend, too!
Take care and keep shinnig lovelies ♥

Friday, 1 June 2012

☆the happy haul☆

Good Evening Lovelies ♥

Yesterday Yaya told me that they decided spontaneously to drive to Düsseldorf tomorrow and as I had absolutely no clue what to wear, I went to the mall today. 
I just adore everything with ribbons so much
You can't see the color that good but it's a light blue / turquoise and to be honest that's the first shirt ever I got in this color. lol Nevertheless I really like it.

My new love!
This skirt is exactly what I was looking for for about three or four months now! I'm super happy now ♥ Actually I went totally crazy today before I went shopping and never ever thought I would find anything. The more I'm lucky now lol
It's perfect, beautiful, adorable,..... ♥
As I'm gonna wear it tomorrow I'll show you pictures of my outfit later!

Tomorrow is 'Japan Day' in Düsseldorf and I really hope to see a couple of people as well as I'm super excited to spend time with my awesome friends ♥ 
At the moment some things are still really difficult for me and I'm struggling a lot. Due to that they tried to cheer me up a bit with this short tript tomorrow and I'm happy. I'm really really happy ♥  This is gonna be so much fun I just know it! (^_^)

But now I have to study even more harder as tomorrow's missing for university stuff (>_<) Nevertheless I wish all of you a great weekend!

Keep Shining Beautifuls ♥